CHECK UP: STEP SEVEN

We’ve begun the task of identifying our old patterns of behavior and

thought processes. We’ve come to realize the reasons for the way we’ve

behaved and that it was neither our fault, nor our choice.

 

One of the most common destructive behavior patterns we follow is

avoiding being emotionally intimate in relationships. We act this out in many ways: by creating a drama, by taking care of others’ needs and not our own, or acting out with excessive drinking, sex, work etc. All these patterns enable us to hide our true selves so we don’t have to own up to our real feelings. We examine these particular patterns in another step.

 

For now, we must begin the journey towards developing enough self-respect so that when we catch ourselves getting drawn back into familiar ways - we can stop. We aren't telling ourselves how bad we’ve been; we’re telling ourselves that we are smart enough to want to change and grow in understanding of what brings us suffering, and what brings us happiness.

 

We start with some gentle affirmations that help us join together all the previous exercises. These affirmations are like positive brainwashing techniques that will, if done on a regular basis, begin to challenge old, negative thoughts. The old thoughts come from the critical voice with which we grew up. This voice is usually our parents' voice, and is full of judgment. We learn to squeeze out that voice and replace it with a voice from the person we really are, and not from the person we were told we were.

 

The affirmation exercise involves writing positive affirmations about 20 times twice a day. Upon writing the affirmation, we often hear a negative response from within our thoughts. Just allow the response to be and don’t try to change it. Once it fades away, continue writing the affirmation. Each time a negative response arrives, watch it fade away and then continue writing. Each time you do this you are bringing the negative responses out of your unconscious.

 

We were given these negative responses over and over as children. For example, consistently hearing ‘you should be grateful for what you get’ becomes imbedded in a child as, ‘you’re not worth anything’. By repeatedly writing the positive affirmation ‘you have a right to ask for and have your needs met’, you are catching the old message off guard and embedding new thoughts into your subconscious. See the table below for examples of old messages and their opposite, positive affirmations.

Re-writing Old

Patterns of Behavior

Exercise:

 

Begin with some similar, positive affirmations that fit into your critical thinking. Listen carefully to what thoughts come out and then write their polar, positive opposite. Do this 20 times, twice a day for 21 days. Research shows that it takes 21 days for an old habit to be replaced with a new habit. We will do more affirmation exercises further along in the Program.